Today I not in Moscow anymore. I back in Yaroslavl. I needing put mind in ease because I very nervous and can not sleep. You see, when that mafia boss offering me job as whore, I saying no. Then he only saying: “you must do what best for you… this my advice. So, you sure?” That big problem! Russian mafia not telling you they want killing you, no! They very nice and polite until they actually killing you. So I know he threatening me! But what I can do? I not like girls in his spa-building. I no shluha! When I first go into building, I thinking “this nice place, may be they offering me job here”. I so stupid! Now, he indeed offering job, but I can not accepting, and now I afraid. Every night thinking and thinking, waiting for bad mafia men coming into house and doing horrible things. I knowing I not doing big crime against mafia, but still, they not allowing anyone saying no for them… if they allowing me saying no, then I bad example and all people saying no, and they losing control. I not paranoid, this real dangerous! So finally yesterday I telling mom I wanting little vacation because I studying too hard in English classes and I need going to country side and I wanting going to Yaroslavl. She not very convinced but she saying OK, and I take bus and coming last night for staying with grandparents. Now come to my site, pleaseeee! :-)